I’ve been going through a difficult stage in my life. I have to decide if a relationship can be saved and, if so, what I can do to save it. For the moment, I am creating space and regaining my objectivity. But partially, I’m scared. I know the next steps. It’s time to discuss what happened.
I’ve asked for guidance from my cards, and they tell me that it’s time to step up. They tell me that I already know what I need to do and that in not taking action, I’m at the least delaying the inevitable, at worst, I’m doing more damage.
And even knowing what I need to do, I don’t do it. Let me be honest with you – I am absolutely terrified. As I type this, I am nauseous and shaking because I know I need to take this step forward. I’m not used to being so frightened. But I’m also not used to initiating confrontation — preferably, conversation and discussion.
And then I checked this week’s Roving Robin and found a website, RENEGADEconversations, that talks about walking your talk, being true to yourself, and asking for what you want. Do I need anymore hints? It’s time for me to take action. I’ve got to suck it up, gather my wits about me, and have what could be one of the most important conversations of my life.
I’m ready to step forward. Are you?