So, I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. As you recall from my last post, I was told that I have a message to get out into the world and tell everyone about. Well, I’ve always felt that way. And more and more I really want to be a signpost that helps people in their life journeys – both on a physical level and a spiritual level. In fact, it’s been a long time dream of mine to have a non-denominational spiritual community center where I could offer things like life skills classes that would include things like resume writing and job interviews, internet safety, and organic gardening, and also things like yoga, meditation, various visualization and self discovery classes, several kinds of dance classes and anything else that the community needs. I’d like to include space for a community garden, so if people don’t have space at home they can have a space to grow their own plants if they want. I’d also like to have a small organic farm and a very large pleasure/meditation garden. And I could also help connect people with other community services, including low income programs, medical, and psychological help. I know it won’t all happen at once, but I’m hoping someday to get there.
Anyways, so this mini-reading I got just verified this dream that I’ve had. But I don’t know what my message is, yet. I do know that it’s something I know that I assume everyone else knows, but they don’t. That doesn’t REALLY help narrow things down, but it’s just a feeling I get. I’m pretty certain what I’m supposed to be doing now is doing tarot readings, doing spell work, and healing. And writing. I’ve been getting a lot of prompts to write, but I’m not really sure what about. It’s right on the tip of my brain, but I’m just not getting it. So I figure I’ll write until it comes out – hopefully that won’t take too long.
So, I’m going to do a reading for myself. I don’t do that often and I almost never do it with tarot cards because I’m just too biased and they aren’t really angled for the questions I ask. Instead, I use my medicine cards or my runes. Today I’m going to use my medicine cards because I want to know what my mini-purpose is right now. Let’s see what happens.
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Oh boy. I’m in for it. I drew coyote. Coyote is traditionally the trickster in Native American tradition. Which means I’m either tricking myself, being tricked, or being warned that a Big Lesson is on it’s way. The only way to deal with this kind of medicine is to not take things, especially myself, too seriously, learn to roll with the punches, and laugh at them while rolling. But it makes sense – it explains why I have this expectant energy around me and feel the need to be productive. What I need to do is double-check myself, watch my step, and be ready and open to Universe. We’ll see how that goes.
